Growing up is not easy. Sometimes I feel like I know what I'm doing but sometimes I have to take a step back and figure out my goals. I have to do something now to really grow, to try to change a pattern that is ingrained into me. I asked my friends for advice and slept on it and tried the old way of how I would handle things, but now the time has come to do it differently. I believe that these situations come at us from a higher place to test our integrity and now I am ready to rise to the challenge. It is not going to be easy, and I need all the positive energy I can get. I am rising above (to quote Greys Anatomy from last week). My new mantra. :)
Okay this is a little spiritual for me but I am also really tired from studying for finals. I finished all my tests and just have papers left to write. I also feel renewed after having been in the sunshine today for the first time in two weeks and having a quick surf session. I think the energy from the ocean is giving me the courage I need and having wonderful friends and family helps me also.
Hmmm now how do I channel that energy into writing my paper?.......
Me playing around with my computer camera and pondering life
3 comments:
Carlen, I like your smiles! They make me happy.
Your posting reminded me of paddling out in the ocean. Sometimes, I notice myself paddling at the same spot because I am going against where the most waves break. I had to come back in and study the ocean once more, and choose another route to go out. I think that our lives are like that sometimes. We need to step back and carefully see what is happening and where we want to go.
I look foward to seeing you soon!!
Grace comes to us when we need it most, living and surrounding us and then manifest in those special people who live in our hearts. The heart is always right, it guides adn directs, the path is scary, the waves are scary but just take off and even if you wipe out it feels so good. I like take off when I am sure but when I am not sure the high is the highest!
I love you sweet angel girl..
Colleen
Wow- what are you doing up at 2am?? I remember those days....:) Keep trudging along and enjoy every minute.
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